New Horizons

The other day, out of Curiosity, I looked up my class schedule just to see how much I had left to do before graduating, you wouldn't believe my reaction when I discovered just how close to graduation I actually am.

I'm the time of person that deliberately, ( for anxiety reasons) chooses to let the world revolve around me with no set in stone plans of action. I may have a vague idea of what my week will look like but its only that-vague. I've learned having grown up in a very extroverted, busy bodied family that sometimes to only way to survive as the sole introvert is to roll with the punches and go with the flow of my families very heavy schedules. So looking a few months a head, even to only gage my time left at Full Sail is very overwhelming to me.

I'm also the type of worker that works at my own pace but focuses so hard when I'm fully invested that I get tunnel vision and little else can detour me from my course unless I choose to rest. So the event (yes I'm calling it this because to me it is) of looking into the remainder of my school year rattled me a little. I guess there was a small part of me that was still processing my schooling at a more traditional pace. Logically I know both that I'm taking an accelerated program, there for semester long courses are packed into a month, and that Bachelors degrees take a standard of four years to complete, and yet here I am a year after my classes began looking down the final stretch and I am both excited and terrified of what God had in store for me the rest of 2018.